Anatomy Ultrasound. Thats what they called the appointment where my husband and I found out the gender of our lil one. Like alot of first time moms I was sooo anxious and excited! I impatiently counted down the days. Most of my immediate family were guessing girl but a few people guessed boy too. I refused to guess at all! no point in assuming until its perfectly clear, right?Sure why not!
The time had come and I lay there with that weird goo on my belly. The tech had to search all over. I should add that my baby moves around alot! The dance parties in my belly make it hard to measure routine things they look at. Stuff like organ function, heartbeat, fingers and toes.. size of babies head. Also the entire time the tech was doing that I was just trying to find the genitals lol. The suspense was killing me and it didnt help that the tech was looking for everything BUT what i was looking for. Just as I was thinking it was too early to tell, the ultrasound tech said "looks like your having a little girl".
"WHAT? where?? how can you tell? Oh RIGHT! cuz theres no wang and balls!!! DUH!" thats exactly what I thought. Good thing I didn't say that out loud. It was then that I realized I did see it on the screen. The "it" for a girl is simply the lack of it.. if that makes any sense at all. The ultrasound tech gave us a picture but I felt protective over my little girls parts so I wont be sharing that one. There are already too many pictures of vaginas on the internet to look at!!
So after the "finding" the nervousness set in. I said I didn't care about the gender as long as it was healthy and this is true. But at the same time I worry because I am not that feminine. The only dainty quality that I possess is probably my height. I dont like the color pink and was a tom boy. What am I going to do if my little girl wants to do.... *gasp*.. little girl things?? Oh I was also an incredible pain in the butt as a teenager. What will that part be like?? More new questions and with no answers in site! but theres hope. If mommy fails teach her how to be a lady at least she'll have plenty of aunts to ask. LOL
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